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Martyrs & Illusionists (Home​)​, Pt. II (feat. Tobias Hu​̈​bner)

from What Death Cannot End by Bells and Ravens

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lyrics

Don't know where to begin
Neither do I know where to end
It doesn't matter anyway

I take a look at my scars
Turn around to my jar
Don't know where to go

I wanted to fly
That dream never went dry
It is what has kept me alive

I thought this brings me home
I've never felt so alone
Ten years and I have not arrived

Same thoughts in my head
Don't wanna be dead
Fighting, falling, rising
Now there's nothing to lose
Because nothing is true
Waiting, killing, surviving

I know what I have done
And that's what everyone's done
Stop telling me what's right or wrong

Because you'll never know
If you keep your mind & heart closed
It's my cross that weighs a ton

Now that I live my life
With the kid and the wife
I am told to be lucky

I take a knife
Release what's locked deep inside
As she cries, she looks so lovely

I love her still
I know I always will
But things have changed I feel so ugly
I wish I could let go
Now that I woke up alone
No one left to stand beside me

I'm drinking and praying
Please make the pain go away
Still trying, pretending
Lying to myself everyday

All the faces in my dreams
All the ones that I have killed
I turn on the light
I take some more pills

I can still feel my right arm
Itching, scratching, getting warm
I am running out the door
Through storm and rain, come rain some more

Running, climbing, falling & rising
Up the mountain, steps in the mud
I don't want no more
Now I'll stand before god

Time, time has broken me
Want to pay for my sins
Waiting for my punishment to begin
I don't ask you lord
Don't want to be forgiven
But let me fly - take me home

credits

from What Death Cannot End, released July 22, 2022
Matt Carviero: Lead- and Rhythm Guitars, Programmings
Tobias Hübner: Vocals
Roberto Palacios : Bass
Claudio Sisto: Drums

Written and composed by Matt Carviero
Orchestra Arrangement by Daniel Sundy
Band Arrangement by Matt Carviero
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Matt Carviero

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Bells and Ravens Straßberg, Germany

Since 2018 BELLS AND RAVENS has been the baby of ex-Contracrash mastermind
Matt Carviero and he had already shown on his debut album IN OUR BLOOD (2020) where his priorities lie - powerful riffs, huge choruses, bombastic arrangements and sprawling instrumental parts! ... more

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